An action for getting me going in the right direction

This is an idea I have that I want to add to my list of things
to do that will help me reverse the disease in my body right now.

Acceptance

The more I start to accept the way my health is right now, the more I can start to do the right things in getting my health back. These last couple of days has been better with me moving around a lot more then usual. However, I do get really worn out by mid-afternoon and try to get a nap if possible. I don’t like the idea of putting this in print but my weight is down to about 105 pounds. I was probably around 11 years old when I was last this weight. I have a goal of gaining around 10 pounds while I am at the Chopra Center and I should be able to get back to around the 120-125 pounds that I was most of my life, but then again maybe I am just too attached to wanting to be that weight again, I am missing a few feet of intestine now... I’m started to get packed and pretty excited about leaving in just a few days. I read in one of my past journal entries of how just getting into my hotel room and on the grounds of La Costa resort can make me feel a lot better, I really can't wait.

4am nonsense on Intention and Detachment:~)

Can't sleep in the middle of the night;
What else but video my nonsense to the world...

Intention needs Detachment